I'm feeling a lot better now. I'm stronger, happier and looking foward to the future.
But now I'm struggling to support others with depression, and in the worst possible scenario, when they won't admit it. It is always dangerous to try and diagnose it in others, I worry that I'm projecting. However, when I can see others exhibiting the same behaviours that I did, then I worry. I can see someone who is lethargic, eating too much, drinking too much, no interest in the people around them and their self confidence has disappeared. I've tried being supportive, I've tried being sympathetic, but it's not worked. I could try tough love, but it feels like a dangerous strategy. I don't want to see what rock bottom looks like, it scares me.
I'm also getting angry, I put so much work and effort into getting better, I got help, I took tablets, I went to counselling. I'm starting to feel that if they won't do that, then it's being selfish, they don't care enough about me to take the same actions.
Any bright ideas on what to do for the best?